Michelle Stewart

Michelle Stewart spent her childhood and early adulthood in cults and extreme religious groups. Now an activist helping those from similar backgrounds, her mission is to spread awareness about the dangers of extreme religion, especially to children. JUDAS GIRL, a memoir of her experiences and healing, is her first full-length publication. She now resides in Colorado with her family and three dogs. 

JUDAS GIRL is a powerful and courageous debut memoir that shines an unflinching light on the hidden realities of life within religious environments. With raw honesty and striking clarity, Michelle Stewart recounts her childhood journey through a series of cults, culminating in life inside an off-the-grid religious enclave known as The Community. What unfolds is a deeply personal and harrowing account of indoctrination, familial loyalty, and psychological control — all complicated by the presence of mental illness.

Stewart’s voice is both vulnerable and resolute as she navigates the devastating conflict between faith and autonomy, loyalty and truth. Her narrative explores the emotional and psychological toll of religious extremism on children, while also probing the intricate layers of family dynamics and identity. Despite the gravity of its subject matter, JUDAS GIRL is ultimately a testament to resilience. It’s a story of hard-won freedom, healing, and the enduring strength it takes to reclaim one's voice and sense of self.

Michelle Stewart’s lived experience and current advocacy work lend the book a rare depth and authenticity. Her debut marks an important contribution to the growing body of literature on religious trauma and survival, offering solace and solidarity to others who have lived through similar pain.

JUDAS GIRL is not only a gripping memoir but a vital act of witness. It deserves a wide readership.

Michelle's debut title, JUDAS GIRL, is available now: in paperback and eBook